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found back the "passion" that I had lost.

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Love u pple..stay tunes!!

hey guys,

I guess I will be closing down my blog soon. Perhaps in 10days time?

I realize I am running out if shite to write here. Brain proclaim dead in a way. My life is kinda corrupted and anti-happening till I get the job that I really like and the life that I really want.

I dun sound that bad do I? Ha.

No fears people, there are still some interesting stuff going on in my life but some I just couldnt jot it down for all to read due to one reason or another. Not really personal stuff though, but I just dun feel comfortable.

Perhaps I will re-open my blog in blogspot. I quite used to using it&nbs p;now. Will keep you all notified if I did.

When is the last time you told someone that you love him or her?

Do it soon while you are still alive for the moment.

Cuz....

You dun know when you are going home to GOD and you will never never have the chance again. Unless afterlife and recarnation is in your own belief.

Twenty Truths To Remember

1.  Faith is the ability to not panic. 
2.  If you worry, you don't pray.  If you pray, don't worry.
3.  As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day.
4.  Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape.
5.  When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be
     still so He can untangle the knot.
6.  Do the math.  Count your blessings.
7.  God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts.
8.  Dear God:  I have a problem.  It's ME!
9.  Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted.
10. Laugh every day; it's like inner jogging.
11. The most important things in your home aren't things...they're the
     people.
12. Growing old is inevitable; growing up is optional.
13. There is no key to happiness.  The door is always open.
14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.
15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.
16. We do not remember days, but moments.  Life moves too fast, so enjoy
    & nbsp; your precious moments.
17. Nothing is real to you until you experience it; otherwise, it's just 
    & nbsp;hearsay.
18. It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again.  Just be
     sure to flush when you are done.
19. Surviving and living your life successfully requires courage.
     The goals and dreams you're seeking require courage and risk-taking.
    & nbsp;Learn from the turtle - it only makes progress when it sticks out its
     neck.
20. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation. Your
     character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what
     others think you are.

One of my best friend's boyfriend just passed away yesterday. In a unjustified manner.

He was supposed to pick my friend up from work on monday evening about 530. He didnt turned up, my friend called him till 630. The phone is ringing but no one pick up. She sensed something is wrong and she quickly contacted his parents and asked whether he had went home or had called them.

He didnt.

So my friend and his mum went to make a police report at night and my friend requested them to send a petrol car to look around the area for his vehical. Know what the god damn sergent said?

"We have other things to do, we dun have time for these."

W T F.

Her boyfriend was found the next morning at AYE expressway by a lorry uncle at about 8 in the morning and the uncle reported it to the police. Died in his own van. Body turned black and was bleeding from the mouth. Know what time the police came?

2 farking hours later.

My friend asked the policeman: "what time did he died?"
He answered: "should be about 10:44am"
She asked again:"and what time did you reach?"
He answered:"not long ago"

Right........he died when the police JUST arrived. He thinks my friend is 3 month old baby?

Farking bastard. How god damn inefficient can the police get?? There is about 3 NPP near AYE and all can reach within a bloody 15 mins.

2 HOURS?????!!! farking, farking ridiculous.

Any alive man would be dead by the time they arrived.

He died a painful death, from respiratory failure. With no history of asthme or any related illness of repiratory.

Her face is bloated from crying, having weird thoughts and seems to me that part of her had died. They were very very much in love and both of them had fought so hard to be together and now the guy is gone because some farking policeman didnt bothered to look for him and arrived 2 hours later the next morning.

I went to take a look at him before we left the wake with the rest of my friends. My heart just dropped.

She is not going to get over him in any near future. The biggest shock for all of us and my best friend.

He will be cremated today.I don't him personally and I dun know how to described how I feel to both my friend and him.

farking unjustice. period.

fark------ing

N O T H I N G I S B L A R D Y G O I N G O N I N M Y L I F E.

I A M G E T T I N G S O F A T.

went back for alumni that day. Felt pretty good to be back in the band. But the practice is way too short.

F E E L L I K E G E T T I N G A F L U T E.

O K O K I K N O W I A M G E T T I N G I R R I T A T I N G.

Will be going to KL and genting and my jay chou's concert.

Pirated CDs anyone?

2:21pm (1.5hrs after lunch)

Ah fark...my eyelids are practically G L U E D together. I have been doing nothing practically from morning till now.

Hey, this is not easy money.

Nothing to do in the office is as bad as
1.shitting without shit
2.bathing without water
3.eating without food
4.menses without blood....

You get what I mean...forget about the last one. I'm kidding.♣

Things I had done from morning till now.
-Did my daily task (done in 1 hr)
-Did data entry for my friend (done in 15 mins)
-walking to the toilet and see shites dangling at the toliet bowl (10 mins)
-Lunch (1 Hr)
-Kpo other people's blog (1 Hr)
-eating nachos w/o Cheese (5 mins)
-Clean my table (15 mins)
-talk to myself (2 hours)
-slight nap (10 mins)
-disturbing my neighbor (10 mins)
-sleep walk to the pantry (10 mins)
-Generate 4 reports (8 mins)
-talking on the phone with friend (15 mins)
-scratch my leg (30 secs)
-yawning (1 hour)
-feeling sorry for myself (ard the clock till the min it hits 6)

I HATE THIS JOB.

how I bloody wish I am in POLICE.

1:35pm (just after lunch)

September is a month of bankruptcy. All parents seems to like giving birth to children at this particular month.

BUT

It is also a time whereby I can have a meetup and have a good time with all the birthday babies of the month. =]

I miss band. I feel more than part of me gone after P n C. Memories kind of flood into me these days.

I had applied for Police and now waiting for them to reply me. I heard lots of advices about signing on. But I guess following my heart will be of a better choice. I really hope to be in there, although applying through the Internet might not be a reliable way.

*PRAY HARD*

4:57pm Update

you can see that I am REALLY bored in the office.

WORSE!

With a far-king headache.

4:09pm
I'mmmm fallingg assleeepp. 2 more hours to end my office torture. my eyelids is not cooperating with me at all.

Nothing much happen recently.

My life = [(badminton + mahjong + sleep + work + tennis + spinelle regular) + (eating too much) + (plenty of tummy fats) x (plenty of tummy fats) x (plenty of tummy fats) x (plenty of tummy fats) x (plenty of tummy fats) x (plenty of tummy fats) x (plenty of tummy fats) x (plenty of tummy fats) x (plenty of tummy fats)].

Boring as it sounds.

I've got a mission in progress..heh heh heh. Its only whether I got the courage to do it myself with no accompany. I got everything ready, just need to head down to the place to pay and to submit.

Now stuck in the office on a sunny saturday doing shit.

How I hate office job.

I love this!! Beauty of this pic is the feeling in the heart. I'm Impressed!

I will get this crss custom made for myself when I'm rich.

I need a break.

I'm just too blardy tired these days to write anything.

At all.

The thought of going to Police will always bring a huge smile onto my face no matter how tired I am.

The truth about me. Be Shocked.

-    & nbsp;    I have a bad memory.

-    & nbsp;    I simply love to sleep.

-    & nbsp;    I spend too much.

-    & nbsp;    I go to church often.

-    & nbsp;    I am short.

-    & nbsp;    I had no idea what and where I will be in 2 years time.

-    & nbsp;    I adore Jay Chou.

-    & nbsp;    I can trip over stuff more than 5 times in a day

-    & nbsp;    I have perfect eye sight

-    & nbsp;    I hate waking up in the morning but I love to stay up late at night

-    & nbsp;    I don’t like flowers at all. But enjoys giving them.

-    & nbsp;    I can’t sing.

-    & nbsp;    I can’t see myself getting married.

-    & nbsp;    My waist size is 27-28. I can’t do anything about it.

-    & nbsp;    I can do handstand.

-    & nbsp;    I can ride a bike w/o license for only 20m.

-    & nbsp;    I can’t skateboard and can’t do anything that looks like a board.

-    & nbsp;    I like people who are humble.

-    & nbsp;    I hate the fats on my tummy.

-    & nbsp;    I dun like to read. Except comics.

-    & nbsp;    I wish I were a guy.

-    & nbsp;    I dun give a shit about most things except those that matters to me.

-    & nbsp;    I dun like to think too much.

-    & nbsp;    I love music and artsy stuff.

-    & nbsp;    I am blind to my surrounding.

-    & nbsp;    The most important thing to me is: Happiness.

-    & nbsp;    Friends play a big part in my life.

-    & nbsp;    I hate stripes, polka dots and checked stuff. (Everyone knows)

-    & nbsp;    I am allergic to kiwi and oxy

-    & nbsp;    I had lots of bad accidents in my life. Burnt my entire hand, bad fall etc etc etc.

-    & nbsp;    The 2 living things I hate to my bones are cockroach and mosquitoes.

-    & nbsp;    I had a mum who loves refrigerator.

-    & nbsp;    I dun really like going to pubs and places like Zouk.

-    & nbsp;    I had never slapped anyone in my life.

-    & nbsp;    I still have bad memories and fears.

-    & nbsp;    I can be really mean and do things out of my mind when I’m forced to the edge.

-    & nbsp;    The one ability I am so darn proud of myself is the amount of concentration I have when I am doing art.

-    & nbsp;    I suck totally at language, economics and HR.

-    & nbsp;    I've found out the hard way that being in love can really hurt sometimes.

-    & nbsp;    I do believe that nothing is produce when no efforts are put in.

-    & nbsp;    I believe in heaven, ghost, aliens and the unknown forces.

-    & nbsp;    I would be willing to try stuff that gives me adrenaline rush right to the top of my head like bungee jump.

-    & nbsp;    I think I’d better be off to bed than writing all these.

"Most assuredly, I say to you, he who does not enter the sheepfold by the door, but climbs up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber. But he who enters by the door is the shepherd of the sheep. To him the doorkeeper opens, and the sheephear his voice; and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. And when he brings out his own sheep, he goes before them; and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice. Yet they will by no means follow a stranger, but will flee from him, for they do not know the voice of the strangers." John 10:1-10:5

I choose only to listen to thevoice of GOD.

Lots of things had happen recently and I'm kind of on the shaky side and my body is not working well, perhaps I should see doc soon. damn.

I'm now quite determine to enter the police force after a year or 2, which means I wouldnt have the chance to go Laselle. see how ba. *Shrug

Office job sux big time esp when you have a bitchy AVP who has a horrible sense of humor and laugh that kind of pathetic laughter at 9:38am sharp every single morning.

I will roll my eyes backwards at 9:37am every morning before that laughter of hers reach my ears.

I need more life and excitment and challenge in a job than sitting there and having my butt getting bigger every sec.

I need to have a diet.