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| 04.30.04 (8:08 am) [edit] |
2 more papers to go! :)
Then i will be out of this school. :cry:
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| ~Sister~ |
| 04.25.04 (4:48 am) [edit] |
Suddenly felt like writing about the person who has been a huge part in my life.
[b]My sister:[/b]
She’s the one who had watched me grow up since I was a botak baby.
She taught me not to trust someone totally who is 9 years older than you are.
When i was in primary 2 or 3. She told me, "hey. Have you heard of the new drink called *ahem* urine?" i said no and ask her what it taste like. She said, " It looks like "ju hua Cha" you go and ask your school drink stall aunty"
And I actually did.
She taught me that a person who still could be young at heart (childish) when getting on age.
We still play our favorite “knock knock” jokes now sometime when we are lying down for before sleep at night. I guess it has been more than 10 years already. Our all time favorite song is “hong hu li” from a children story cassette tape when I was young. We used to scare ourselves with kindaichi stories when we are in a lift and we actually scream when we saw an aunty on our way out of the lift at night.
The aunty ALSO screamed and shouted. “ I’m not a ghost (x3)” in Chinese. TOTALLY hilarious!
She taught me how to be independent and strong.
She would not stand up for me when my mum canes me. But she will come with a tissue when I cry. She would not do stuff for me that I can do myself when I was young. But she will be there when I needed help.
She had a car accident when I was in sec2. I cried like hell when I knew about it. She smiled at me when she came home in a wheel chair with her leg casted and head and arms bleeding.
She taught me my first sex education.
That’s something my parents would never mention. I learnt my first sex related word "Virgina" when I was P3 I toddle home and asked her what it means. Dad scolded her when she showed me her colorful human body encyclopedia.
She taught me the meaning of sister-hood and friendship.
She will always be the first to hear about my life.
She is the one who is willing to do my art homework for me in sec3.
She is the one who gave me laughter anytime I need it.
She secretly bought me the “mini poker cards” when my parents refused to buy it for me when I was 6.
She is the one always looking forward to having dinner with me at home.
She never finds me irritating when I always wanted to play ball when I was young.
She bought me my first piece of “mature” clothing.
She is the one who protects me from strange uncles and blagahdesh.
She taught me not to become a spoilt brat.
She was never selfish in lending me her clothing.
She had heard all the stories of my crush and tragic love stories.
She is the one who I can laugh and talk and teared all at one time after midnight.
She influenced me on creativity, art, rubber stamp, card making, colors, and designs. All inspired by her.
She is the one who used to bring me to flea market at clark quey every Sunday.
She is always there with a cup of luke warm water when I’m having a fever.
She will not tell on me to my parents that I had a tattoo and she wrote me a card with 3 bikini babes and drew tattoos on them and tried to make fun of me.
Although she is now happily married in Sengkang and I’m now quite used to having the room to myself but I still miss her presence at one time or another.
She has been a truly great sister all these years. I can never thank god and my parents enough for it.
[b]UPDATE:[/b]
today's tattoo-ing experience was *OUCH*. although its not that big but I swore I will never do it again. Once a lifetime experience was enough.heh. will post a pic of it soon, if can get digi cam to take it for me. heh.
P/S
Pls dun think my tattoo is some ah lian type of colourful hearts and butterflies or any fancy-ful tribal design.
Its just my surname! ( I have to call 2 people to know how many strokes it is cause I cant find the word in the shop and by some chance I flip the book, then I realize it is 11 strokes which I thought was 9. NOW I know..after like 2... I mean after 19 years.heh heh heh)
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| study. stuDy. STUDY |
| 04.20.04 (11:17 am) [edit] |
I have been studying for the past 2 days.
The truth is:
I'm slacking half the time with my addictive gameboy.
I have 4 torturous paper.
Somebody heeeeelp...
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| .heh heh. |
| 04.19.04 (8:47 am) [edit] |
Pontificate.
I really want to pontificate your ass. You know what really pontificates me?... Your ugly face!! Pontification of this nature is rarely seen in galaxies with multiple super-massive black holes. I drive a Pontificate Firebreath sports vehicle. Hey, could you help me pontificate those notes? Don't bother her, she's pontificating a serious matter. Oh baby, I'll pontificate you so good...
Can somebody please tell me what this means WITHOUT referring to dictionary.com or any reference sources other than their braino, please?
A thousand thanks. I really pontificate you. 8)
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| *grOsS* |
| 04.17.04 (8:56 am) [edit] |
a good GROSS joke for everyone:
First-year students at Medical School were receiving their first
anatomy class with a real dead human body. They all gathered around the
surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor
started the class by telling them, "In medicine, it is necessary to have
two important qualities as a doctor. The first is that you
will not be disgusted by anything involving the human body".
As an example, the professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger
in the anal cavity of the corpse, withdrew it and stuck it in his
mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing," he told his students. The students
freaked out, hesitated for several minutes, but eventually took turns
sticking a finger in the bottom of the dead body and sucking on it.
When everyone finished, the professor looked at the students and told
them, "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my
middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay
attention." :wink:
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| *bla bla bla* |
| 04.15.04 (10:43 am) [edit] |
Alot at the start fades to almost nothing in the end
Out of control, out of my hand
It don't seems to matter
I heard it goes a shatter
Hanging in the air
Once a perfect pair
Looking closely at it
Nothing seems to fit
There is nothing I can say
Everything has a price to pay
makes no differances now
No matter how sad it sounds
it seems so far
the barriers are twisted bars
that keep me away
even with a million prayers
No one would know
That what is sowed
Ends with a tear
And a stomach fulll of fear
[i]Author: Unknown[/i]
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| *good day* |
| 04.13.04 (12:14 pm) [edit] |
i made up my mind about my decision. [i]sorry fei..if i had disappoint you in any way.[/i]
Then went claud's house to finish up our WISP. Both of us had talked alot on the way to her house about life, about people, about GOD, about everything. feel kinda good actually, seems like i haven been having this kind of deep conversation with anyone for a long time.
didn't know that i'm actually quite knowlegeable. heh heh
Actually had hesitated whether to go for the chalet thingy of PS. But i went for the sake of getting my pay, so went ahead reluctantly when i actually need to tuition my student today.
Got to know a few friends from work and all of us kinda clicked. All of us talked quite abit and really really had a good time although all of them look really beng-ish and lian-nish but they are actually very very nice people who are not afraid to say what they think.
In fact, they are more streetwise than anyone i know.
their studies may not be gd.
But i can say that all of them had excellent character in their own unique way.
i just reached home if anyone of you haven noticed. *shrug* i bet u pple didnt realize the time!! :cry:
Thankz boon for driving me home! i am extremely grateful~ :D
FRIDAY is the last lap for all of us.
ALL THE WAY BAN SENG!!
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| .:tough:. |
| 04.11.04 (11:48 am) [edit] |
Tough, tough feeling.
i hate to make decision like this but i guess how i feel about it matters to me more. hmm...
thankz evon for the pressie!! love it to bits! =)
Anyway, just came home from work. YES. home at 1 am and totally drain but happy. why?
I SAW MAYDAY LESS THAN 5Ms AWAY!! i'm just very satisfied to be that close to them already. Although they are back facing me. All 5 of them is so SHUAi!!!!!
lalallalaaaaaaaaa i'm flying on the moon~~~
[who is the...]
[b]funniest:[/b] Wilson, Vincent
[b]smartest:[/b] Michelle.Yuting
[b]sweetest:[/b] Evon
[b]nicest:[/b] Fei
[b]newest:[/b] Meizhen
[b]oldest:[/b] Claud..opps!
[b]most honest:[/b] claud. vone, kerwin
[b]lies the most:[/b] hmmm..dunno
[b]smells the best:[/b] Ping
[b]craziest:[/b] Jiaming, Jon
[b]weirdest:[/b] ME
[b]closest:[/b] Shuling, kaili,yingxiu. vone, claud
[who..]
[b]hurts you the most:[/b] its the past
[b]loves you the most:[/b] my mum and dad? heh
[b]you love the most:[/b] JON! and all of em' who plays a huge part in my life and GOD
[b]you now dislike:[/b] *ahem
[b]would you want for a brother/sister:[/b] amanda, andrew(younger siblings) wilson, beng, eugene,dennis, lindy (older siblings)
[who is/has...]
[b]the tallest:[/b] Jocelyn and shuling
[b]the shortest:[/b] kwanling, yingxiu
[b]the longest hair:[/b] jocelyn (that tail of hers.heh)
[b]the shortest hair:[/b] Vone!
[b]the best dresser:[/b] Ping
[b]the worst dresser:[/b] ME ahahahha
[b]the best student:[/b] forever yvonne
[b]the worst student:[/b] that really got to be ME again
[b]the most in common with you:[/b] Shuling, fei
[b]who has almost nothing in commen:[/b] Evon, Michelle. only that we like to gossip.love em anyway!! =)
[that you...]
[b]have the most fun with:[/b] G5, SecSch mates and band mates
[b]who you couldn't live without:[/b] All of them and God.
[b]last talked to:[/b] Claud
[b]last saw:[/b] meizhen, dennis and zhiwei
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| B.L.E.S.S.E.D |
| 04.08.04 (9:27 am) [edit] |
A sense of comfort.
A indescriable feeling.
An incredible excitement for life.
i'm still feeling dizzy from everything, all is like a dream yet so real.
I've gain so much in just 3 hours.
AWESOME!
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| >_< |
| 04.07.04 (9:20 am) [edit] |
i had forgiven and i'm going to forget it. no point in spoiling my day feeling pissed about it.
now my bones are all shattered.
just came back from work at Asian Civalisation for catering with claud.
i meet my sec school mate there! so happy to see him!
the people there are really nice but i'm damn damn tired due to all the carrying of countless plates and glasses.
money is hard to earn.
and my muscles are bulging now. and i think i'm going to have 6 packs on my tummy soon.heh.
my hair is very iron straight today by claud. heh. 'cause she thinks my hair is annoying and she spent an hour ironing it stright. thankz claud. for all the trouble and pain. *heh heh*
nice feeling~ haven been having nice straight flowing and smooth hair for a long long time. :P
playing guitar with fei tml then to her church for musical. *excited!!!!* cant wait~
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| 04.06.04 (8:27 am) [edit] |
!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^ &*()!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#!@#$ %^&*())(*&^%$#!$%^&*()*&^ %$#!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$!@$%^& *()(*&^%$#@ PISSED
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| 04.04.04 (8:03 am) [edit] |
i feel very lost.
i fear the future.
i feel like hanging in the middle of nowhere.
i feel that darkness is engulfing me and i dun know the way out.
suffocating.
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| me myself and i |
| 04.03.04 (9:11 am) [edit] |
Instructions.
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Anything you don't bold is false.
[u][b]01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions. [/b][/u]
[u][b]02. I don't watch much TV these days.[/b][/u]
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms.
[u][b]04. I love sleeping.[/b][/u]
05. I have loads of books.
[u][b]06. I once slept in a toilet.[/b][/u]
[u][b]07. I love playing video games. [/b][/u]
08. I adore marijuana.
09. I watch porn movies. (hahaha)
10. I watch them with my father.
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
14. I like George Bush.
[u][b]15. People are cool.[/b][/u]
[u][b]16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.[/b][/u]
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche.
[u][b]18. I have a lot to learn. [/b][/u]
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
20. I'm really really smart.
[u][b]21. I've never broken someone's bones.[/b][/u]
[u][b]22. I have a secret. [/b][/u]
23. I hate snow.
24. I drink only milk.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates!
[u][b]27. I love Chinese food. [/b]
[b]28. I would hate to be famous.[/b]
[b]29. I am not a morning person. [/b][/u]
30. I wear glasses.
[u][b]31. I don't need glasses.[/b][/u]
32. I have potential.
33. I like cheese.
34. My legs are two different sizes.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear a padded bra. Otherwise I don't have boobs.
[u][b]37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing. [/b][/u]
38. I'm left-handed.
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.
40. I don't like horror movies.
[u][b]41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.[/b] [/u]
42. People hate me usually.
[u][b]43. I like pop music. [/b]
[b]44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.[/b] [/u]
45. I hate parking fines.
[u][b]46. I know the National Anthem of my country by heart...[/b]
[b]47. I know more than two languages. [/b]
[b]48. I spend too much time on my computer. [/b][/u]
49. I often want to throw my computer out the window.
50. I live on the first floor.
51. I don't like chocolate.
52. I'd like to be more original.
[u][b]53. I've lied before. [/b][/u]
54. Cocks are my favorite birds. (lol!)
55. I want to conquer the world.
[u][b]56. I wonder what happens when you die. [/b][/u]
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter.
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate science with a passion.
61. I like to write.
62. I like changes.
[u][b]63. I hate going to class. [/b][/u]
64. I am afraid to die.
65. I hate dish washing.
[u][b]66. My hair is long, brown, and curly.[/b][/u]
67. My nails are nine inches long.
[u][b]68. One of my favorite colors is black. [/b]
[b]69. I like to sleep on the floor.[/b]
[b]70. I am hopeless at cooking. [/b][/u]
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
[u][b]72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this. [/b]
[b]73. I am online a lot, but not on AOL. [/b]
[b]74. I hate government.[/b]
[b]75. I have a boyfriend.[/b][/u]
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can. Though I never have time.
[u][b]78. I don't trust newspapers. [/b]
[b]79. I sometimes like arguing.[/b][/u]
80. I live in a lagoon.
81. I clean my room once a month. (haha)
82. I'm scared of american fast food.
83. I am prying open my third eye.
84. I love Mozambique.
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies.
[u][b]87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little. [/b][/u]
88. I like listening to wind chimes.
[u][b]89. I'm very disorganized. [/b][/u]
90. My hair is long and straight.
91. I learn a lot.
92. I don't like spicy food.
[u][b]93. I keep a diary. [/b][/u]
94. I can't do cartwheels.
[u][b]95. I am very lazy. [/b]
[b]96. I'm sarcastic. [/b]
[b]97. I think my hair is annoying. [/b][/u]
98. I'm very emotional.
[u][b]99. I love being "ab-normal". [/b][/u]
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue
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| Passion of Christ |
| 04.02.04 (7:03 am) [edit] |
went to watch Passion of Christ with shuling and jocelyn..
****************CRIES :cry: *****************
the way jesus died for us
the way he pray for us when he was dying on the cross
the way he damn satan to hell
the way he bear all the torturing with them using metal hooks and whiping his flesh apart
the way he didnt have any hatred despite that not an inch of him is NOT covered in blood
the way he love us...
he is my saviour, my god. Amen.
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| long way... |
| 04.01.04 (9:23 am) [edit] |
Time: 1.10am
Location: the funky living room in ghim moh
currently doing: having almond and honey facial mask on my face
Reason: breakouts and feeling like tearing my skin apart
Eating: cheese.
Listening to: tao ze
Can't wait for: this week to be over. so that i can take a break this weekend from the load. wait a min......i have too much stuff to do to take a break! bitch!
Missing: fun and orchard road and good food and shoppping and movie and band.
Days till I grad: <100days>
Need to: take a break and sleep all day long and practice my guitar
Want to: SKIP ALL CLASSES. but the money sucking school doesnt allow me to do that.
Wishing: I'm in perth enjoying the weather and non stop shopping. *slap myself back to reality* :cry:
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