hey guys,

I guess I will be closing down my blog soon. Perhaps in 10days time?

I realize I am running out if shite to write here. Brain proclaim dead in a way. My life is kinda corrupted and anti-happening till I get the job that I really like and the life that I really want.

I dun sound that bad do I? Ha.

No fears people, there are still some interesting stuff going on in my life but some I just couldnt jot it down for all to read due to one reason or another. Not really personal stuff though, but I just dun feel comfortable.

Perhaps I will re-open my blog in blogspot. I quite used to using it&nbs p;now. Will keep you all notified if I did.

When is the last time you told someone that you love him or her?

Do it soon while you are still alive for the moment.

Cuz....

You dun know when you are going home to GOD and you will never never have the chance again. Unless afterlife and recarnation is in your own belief.

Twenty Truths To Remember

1.  Faith is the ability to not panic. 
2.  If you worry, you don't pray.  If you pray, don't worry.
3.  As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day.
4.  Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape.
5.  When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be
     still so He can untangle the knot.
6.  Do the math.  Count your blessings.
7.  God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts.
8.  Dear God:  I have a problem.  It's ME!
9.  Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted.
10. Laugh every day; it's like inner jogging.
11. The most important things in your home aren't things...they're the
     people.
12. Growing old is inevitable; growing up is optional.
13. There is no key to happiness.  The door is always open.
14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.
15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.
16. We do not remember days, but moments.  Life moves too fast, so enjoy
    & nbsp; your precious moments.
17. Nothing is real to you until you experience it; otherwise, it's just 
    & nbsp;hearsay.
18. It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again.  Just be
     sure to flush when you are done.
19. Surviving and living your life successfully requires courage.
     The goals and dreams you're seeking require courage and risk-taking.
    & nbsp;Learn from the turtle - it only makes progress when it sticks out its
     neck.
20. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation. Your
     character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what
     others think you are.

One of my best friend's boyfriend just passed away yesterday. In a unjustified manner.

He was supposed to pick my friend up from work on monday evening about 530. He didnt turned up, my friend called him till 630. The phone is ringing but no one pick up. She sensed something is wrong and she quickly contacted his parents and asked whether he had went home or had called them.

He didnt.

So my friend and his mum went to make a police report at night and my friend requested them to send a petrol car to look around the area for his vehical. Know what the god damn sergent said?

"We have other things to do, we dun have time for these."

W T F.

Her boyfriend was found the next morning at AYE expressway by a lorry uncle at about 8 in the morning and the uncle reported it to the police. Died in his own van. Body turned black and was bleeding from the mouth. Know what time the police came?

2 farking hours later.

My friend asked the policeman: "what time did he died?"
He answered: "should be about 10:44am"
She asked again:"and what time did you reach?"
He answered:"not long ago"

Right........he died when the police JUST arrived. He thinks my friend is 3 month old baby?

Farking bastard. How god damn inefficient can the police get?? There is about 3 NPP near AYE and all can reach within a bloody 15 mins.

2 HOURS?????!!! farking, farking ridiculous.

Any alive man would be dead by the time they arrived.

He died a painful death, from respiratory failure. With no history of asthme or any related illness of repiratory.

Her face is bloated from crying, having weird thoughts and seems to me that part of her had died. They were very very much in love and both of them had fought so hard to be together and now the guy is gone because some farking policeman didnt bothered to look for him and arrived 2 hours later the next morning.

I went to take a look at him before we left the wake with the rest of my friends. My heart just dropped.

She is not going to get over him in any near future. The biggest shock for all of us and my best friend.

He will be cremated today.I don't him personally and I dun know how to described how I feel to both my friend and him.

farking unjustice. period.

fark------ing

N O T H I N G I S B L A R D Y G O I N G O N I N M Y L I F E.

I A M G E T T I N G S O F A T.

went back for alumni that day. Felt pretty good to be back in the band. But the practice is way too short.

F E E L L I K E G E T T I N G A F L U T E.

O K O K I K N O W I A M G E T T I N G I R R I T A T I N G.

Will be going to KL and genting and my jay chou's concert.

Pirated CDs anyone?